I Can't Help Myself Title: I Can't Help Myself.I Can't Help Myself by ~FDQ
Author: FDQ.
Sometimes I wake up in the morning, a sudden wave of sadness overwhelming me. Realizing I've only been dreaming. Dreams I wish were reality. A reality that could never be true. Will never be true.
In my dreams, he's aware of me. His smile warms my heart as his embrace warms my body, holding me tightly, as if he would never let go. With each breath I I take, his scent fills my lungs. Feeling his warm skin under my fingertips.
It all seems so real. I've woken up several times. Feeling lost upon realizing he was never really there. He had never been.
I can do nothing except pretending that I have no
Neutral 
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